-Day 18 fasting Msn and Icq-

today had shepherding with minghon..... short but powerful one.. was verli tired after that.. dunno why.. recently keep getting headaches and tired easily.. i slept early though.... *dunno*
anyway... just realize that u gotta check out the Central B website man.. its c-o-o-l-i-o! got some matrix looking thing... looks professional man.. hahaha.. those reading this gotta go check it out!
http://ac-hope.blogspot.com/

yeah.. then had a few games of bridge with Eva, Jason, Ethan, Dewen and Michelle.. took turns playing... ... nice to be playing it again man.. for a moment.. it was kinda overtaken by the "bom" game.. but its just simply bcoz that game allow more pple to play and its a no brainer type of game.. good for relaxing.. or pple who dun wanna think yet still haf fun.. hahaha... yeah.... nice to play that in a while especially when u realli tired. (like me!)

Then just today.. i got thrown in the face with a bio test.. teacher gave us a surprise test.. wanting us to do finish Nanyang prelim paper one.. in 30 mins.. 40 questions! hard man... or probably has something to do with me not studying, but i manage to get 27/40 right! And thats like one of th top few in the class liao.. *talk bout hard papers* yeah man.. so disappointed.. wanted to get 30< coz usually i seldom get a two for my first digit..... nvm.. next time go study liao.. prelims coming.. and im still not in the studying mode.. this is going to be fatal if i continue.. better start soon.. or perharps.. NOW?!??! haha
yep.. anyway.. got 6 for confirmation today.. might have +2 tmr! haha.. My Guys worked hard.. im proud of them... looking forward to this week's service.. Music and Fun filled.. Its gotta be Cool man!

P.S: can someone.. or the person herself tell me who is "gentle gurl" that signed my guestbook? Till now i have Absolutely no idea...... pls identify urself.. thanks! =D

-Win TC for JC!-

-Day 14 fasting Msn and Icq-

man.. its already 2/3 of the fast man.. hahaha.. today had a rather uneventful day... i basically woke up, practice bass, eat and then sleep, then woke up, practise bass and then went for tuition.. hahaha... hiaz. kinda slack lah.. yeap... then had some bible questions.. ask shirley... well.. instead of her giving me the answers, she gave me more questions.. in aid of helping me find the answer..haha =P talk bout irony...
today found out that my sister took a picture of me on her 7250.. man.. i look super retarded... realli doesnt look like me.. ( may look as bad as the cl comm photo ) haha.. guess im not up for the modeling job man... =p.. talk bout career.. i still dun have a single idea on wad i wanna be when i grow up man.. feel like being a musician... but im sure my parents will have lotsa things on their mind bout that... anyway.. yeah..

Btw.. CB4 had 2 converts this week! Praise God! one is Yan zhi, the other is daniel (hm.. i thot we had two daniels already?) haha anyway... yeah man.. raphael brought them in... Great Work man! he's the super evaxer in our group... haha... Pray that they will be retained... anyway. yesterdays svc was kinda a blur to me.. i suddenly had so many things up my agenda that until dinner time.. i had to ask my group wad happened man... i couldnt catch up... too fast man...
i had samuel parents coming, street evax coming, daniel and his fren coming, and the whole cb4 kinda scattered.. man.. am i confused.. to tell u the truth, till now i haven got everything figured out.. but i sure hope that Sam's parents enjoyed our svc... slightly over energetic for them.. but nv the less. hope they enjoyed it. yeah... Samuel's a reali good Great Grand Sheep.... [man..4th gen already!] yeah.. he's realli enthu man.. hope he's will continue to stay on and grow well..
yeah.. looking forward to tmr's Cg404 meeting man. hope i dun kena sabotaged again and hafta sing some song and some actions in from of Axis again.. haha....

-Win TC for Jc!-

-Day 11 fasting Msn and Icq-

still going strong man.. haha... this fast is half way over..... yeah.. anyway.. just had dinner.. came back from Hq, played Wc3 with the guys man, had a interesting game.. im certain this game will be continued from the mouth of philbert if u pple get to hear from him.. hahah...
hey man.. im just went blog surfing... found this at ethan's blog.. Go check it out.. and then reflect upon it... its worth ur time...

http://www.donghaeng.net/english/duty.htm

"I wanna be the boy, its my duty"

arhh!! my power!!!

-Day 8 fasting Msn and Icq-

Just finished practising bass.... then was reading my guess book.. (wad shaver?!?!? ruisi.....)
yeap.. man.. today my house is going to black out for quite a while.. some lamp is broken and while trying to fix it. my dad screwed sometime up.. so later.. this "professional" guy will come and fix it.. and while he do it.. all the electricity in the whole house will hafta be CUT.... hwk also cannot do.. hiaz.. anyway.. had Seed today.. was playing guitar while Eva was leading worship.. that gal arh.. verli funny. keep laughing though out... guess she's verli nervous.. oh man.. i heard that guy *ding Dong liao..* the power is going to be cut soon.. blog later!

-Day 6 fasting Msn and Icq-

I'll just skip to the main point today! Too Xcited! we Got 3 more tchs guy join y-hope! yoohoo!!! haha man!!! shirls right! nv rain but pours!!!
yeah okay. back to normal mood... we had a great service today man.. (or was it becoz i had converts) *winkz* but nv the less... i tell u arh... the short film was cool man.. it had ruth, david, cassian, and the drummer guy. davin? yeah.. they acted in it... was a kinda betrayal type of movie which i can identify in my life. haha.. saw ruth holding hands with davin man.. i realli almost laugh out loud.. but i had to control lah..... if not.. i spoil the atmosphere.. yep! then today at altar call... i actualli felt my heart beating faster then usual! haha.. realli excited to see them wanna join us.. Ruisi helped me too.. wanna take this chance to thank her..
< Thanks ruisi!!! Realli appreciated it tons!!!>

uh huh... and after that we had unit outing.. was playing cs and wc3... eva and michelle joined us.. (surprised) haha.. those pple are realli good core team members man.. can tell they probably didnt enjoy it as much as us.. but yet they decided to join in..... haha.. will make effort next time to do "their stuff" hope its not barbie dolls....

And pple? i got something to announce...
I GOT MY BASS!!!!! yeah man!! finally!! haha.. but i cant play coz i dun have this particular cable connection *anti-climax* but then arh. i going to get it tmr.. haha... yeah.. then going to practise.. hope can join music team after Os man! Form band next time when grow up.. *grinz* haha.. carrying it back was a torture.. as most of u know.. i live on a hill.. so when i reached home. i had to carry the bass over the hill.. a 15 mins walk.. wah.. can kill man.. thank God i manage to survive.. the bass wasnt light u know.. but it was good exercise anyway... =p

Anyway.. wanna share something i learn in this service.....
"Forgiveness is a gift which God gave us 2000+ years ago even though we didnt deserve it"

-Day 5 of fasting Msn and Icq-

Had Cg today at HQ.. played basketball with those guys.. and matthew had 3 sec 2s coming.. wow. their networking is good man.. apparantly they were quite good.. making the teams being of comparable standard even though they lack 1 person. yep.. had a fun day man.. tiring though.. was playing basketball from 1.20- 3.50 liddat.. yeah.. sweating alot again.. (man.. u dun wanna smell) anyway... guess wad pple? i trash Ben in Playstation soccer!! yah!! 8-0 Nigera vs Brazil.... apparantly turns out that brazilian soccer team has this particular weakness which i exploited... yeah.. then ben was in disbelieve. haha..

Yeah.. then after that had Housekeeping.. gotta say those pple were rather Hardworking.. and rather automatic also.. Samantha (cheong) cleaned the toilets even when i wasnt there... haha.. no need "taokay'! yeah!.. and today had quite a number of pple for housekeeping. so thank God for that.. unlike previous weeks.. the teams like getting smaller and smaller... haha.. yeah... (heard we will be have more pple from a particular unit soon) hehe... *evil grinz*

Today was my first attempt at shaving. haha.. Dad finally decided to teach me shaving. and guess wad? i was successful!!!! besides one small minor cut.... *bleaugh* nv... everything has its first time.. haha... but realli.. that bunch of hair on my mouth was irritating me... finally got it off..

Tmr is Short film fest Part Two man!! wow.. the part one was realli professional .. looks good... haha.. hope that we can see tchs pple coming down this week!!! lets Win tchs for Jesus pple!!!! haha.. realli looking forward to it.... gotta go do confirmation liao.. ciao!

-Day 3 of fasting Msn and Icq-

just had my dinner.. fulling man.. Thank God for the food.... went to Hq after school today to shepherd my sheep.. yeah.... and then played soccer with Philbert today.. and i found my team.. hehe.. *u hear that ethan?* while playing half way.. guess wad? got a call from raph! He and Minghon went evaxing! and we got two new brothers who converted! and one more that wants to convert! hee!!! and two that will get back to him.. wonderful man!!! Well done team!!! yeah... just that heard those two converts had cca during service time.... nvm.. see wad can God do thru us! =p then coz ethan was sleeping.. and when he woke up.. we told him the news.. apparantly.. he thot we were kidding.. haha. that guy still in lala land lah.... yeah!!!!! got more tchs pple man! and Ralph's a Shepherd now!!! that means i got a great grand sheep!!!!!! Hooray!!! (His name is samuel btw)
That guy is one responsive Great grand sheep man.. haha.. pray that he will grow fast and well in this walk with God! and together, we will win tchs !! Amen!

- TC for JC!-

-Qt-

Passage: Deut 14-17

one thing that i realize is that im actualli verli blessed to be borned in the NT.. the OT pple had lotsa things to do.. sacrifice bull.. etc etc... so i thank God that Jesus came down to die for me.. even b4 im borned.. im still amazed at His love for us.. simply incomprehensable.......
its one of those things that leave me amaze and still puzzled why.. haha. but God is God and i am not.. so i probably dunno.. all i know is that He loves me verli verli verli much! and that all i ever need to know!
=P

[Day 2 of fasting from Msn+Icq.. ]

Haha. still remembered shirley's challenge to us yesterday.. keep away from those programmes for 3 weeks.. haha thats 21 days.. no prob man.. im gamed for it! haha.. Im sure i can tahan thru these days with God's grace.... haha. which means that u pple are gonna see much more activity up here in my blog.... yep.. had bathed... came out.... shiok man.. the fresh feeling.. considering that i had PE today.. and we sweated like pigs while playing soccer.. haha..... yeah.. dun worry.. i scrub myself.. CLEAN.. practice my social responsiblity.. haha..

Today after school went to Hq.. had shepherding with Ethan there.. It was fruitful.. i found out that God's the best Band Conductor.. *hee* yeah.. then we were playing BOMB with ruth, eva, ben and philbert.. oh man.. KEEP losing to Ruth.. her Cards are the Ultimate man... for those out that who plays right.. let me tell u her cards which are face down..
Ace, Two, Ten..... cant lose with this combination right??!?! oh man. and then im always getting lotsa five and sevens... the useless cards.. haha... talk bout blessing.... yep....

Today.. during school.. Bio prac.. take 40 rice grains.. Measure the length for ALL... yep.. one by one.. that was so retarded!! it almost made me blind! my degree must haf increased by two folds man!!! dunno who made this kinda practical... dumb.... talking bout school.. im going to get down to my school work.. Update this for Qt later!

-Win TC for JC!-

just came back man.. tiring.. haha..... had a cool service today! Yhope short film festival.. wah.. the multimedia is super professional man.. the film was a cool one. realli.. i mean as compared to the rest lah.. (not say the rest are bad, but this one is realli good) yeah.. feel like can identify with the character Daniel (not turkey) acting as.. feel like im going to be face with the same situation as him soon..... [prophecy??] haha.. but then.. realli admire him for going to pursue his dream with all his might.. going to do the same to! yeah!
then today.. during prayer meet.. i think i was burdened by God with tchs again.. realli .. this time.. i realli felt the blow of it.... we hafta bring them down.. yet we are running out of time!!! help us God!!! use us to win the school for u!!! realli man.. i realli wanna win it.... some how, some way, some time, some place.. the school is, and WILL BE won !!!!
I AM CONVICTED!!!

yeah.. then today ps jeff was talking bout his preaching.. then learn some thing from him... bout doing the best u can do....... wanna have the spirit of excellence.... yeah! and then today after clm.. had to take bus home! (taxi no space) wah .. thank God man! i reach home quite late. but then my mum was in a too cheerful mood to scould me... she went Karoake today... dunno how u spell that thing.. but then.. yeah. so i came back .. then she was like..
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Mum: so late arh?? *cheerful tone*
Zach: yeah....
Mum: wanna eat? got food!!
Zach: eh.. ok...
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then i try to divert the topic away by asking her wad she do... .. yep man!! haha.... skillful.. =P yeah.. so .... back to the main thing...

-Let's win TC(tchs) for JC(jesus christ) !!!-

-Qt-

Passage: Deut 12-13

Two question i thot about....
1) Why did God command the pple to sacrifice food to Him
2) Why did God order the stoning of the person who worship other god (sin), but yet during New testament.. Jesus saved the woman from being stoned even though she sinned?

will get the answer soon... =P

Whoa man. today is a LONG day... nice though.. had combine cg after school.. was playing with cb1 guys.. man.. just realize majority of the the non-sec 4 of acsi are bball players.. all of them shoot hops like nothing liddat..
haha.. we were drenched with sweat.. i think we stinked up the whole hq.. Thank God i remembered to spray the Deo b4 we left.. if not.. shirley will probably stone us the next time she sees us.... haha.. had to rush for extend Prayer meet..... man.. that prayer meet was powerful.. God spoke to a few pple.. and the rest left the prayer meeting refreshed....
haha.. and i left with a even heavier bunden for tchs.. man!! time is running out... and we dun have any pple that are regulars yet!! ........ but i believe God is faithful.. He will help us...
but despite bring fruitless for this period.. i found out lotsa more things.. God bless me with two realli hardworking sheep.. just wanna affirm them..... u know yesterday? minghon took some time personally just to go evax... can see his heart.. realli encouraged by him.. .... and qian jin.. growing well.. and helping his sheep to do the same... man.. tell u pple.. my grandsheep is cool.... he's a wonderful grandsheep.. realli thank God for blessing me with such a team to pioneer tchs.. it may be hard.. but with u pple around.. it doesnt seem that way anymore....
Just wanna sincerely thank the whole Cb4.....

Hey pple...... im proud of u guys......


-God, use us.. this is our prayer-

-Qt-

Passage: Deut 8-9
Asked lotsa questions today.. why is our God a jealous God? and one of my question were actualli answer as i read on... :D
learnt that God's promises will always stand.. He promised Moses the land and he nv did break that promise.. realized that His promises are foreva..
also wanna apply something which is that... i wanna remember God in everything i do.. not wanting to leave him out..... wanna do everything with him.... coz sometime.. i tend to get so caught up with the busy life that i realli lose sight of him.. dun want that to happen again.....
Yep.. going to sleep liao.. *yawn*

-Do not forget the Lord our God-

Had cg404 meet today... wah... learnt ALOT...... realli alot... its those kinda super fruitful teaching.... haha.. also kena sabotaged by shirley today.. hafta do the "we are able" song's actions in from of the whole Central, North, West coz i nv do properly (which i think i did) =P anyway.. yeah.. then after that met ethan up for lunch and had meeting with CB cls.. then after that.. went to play Lan... shhh.. Secret:...... YUN KAI IS PRO!!! that guy arh... realli nothing to say.. but guess wad? i knifed him.. twice already ! :P and i knifed matthew also ! haha.. cool.....
Anyway.. wanted to share things i learn from cg404.. hope its helpful.. its realli realli fruitful...

[First].. i learn bout asking "Why?" when reading the bible...... ponder on the bible.. actualli i do.. but not that often.. wow.. im really amazed at how much shirley thinks.. always thot i had lotsa to think bout.. looks like she beats me.. hands down...

[Second] i was strongly reminded of God's love by the question i answered... God hates sin so much becoz He love man so much... He hate sin coz sin coz destruction of man.... realli realli touched by God's love... man's realli precious.. most precious.. He hate sin coz it harms us... He died for us coz he could not bear to see us separated from him..... .. i realli dunno how to describle this love...... realli... no words... no expression.. i dunno how...
actualli.. i learn much more.. but i think this point overides everything.. shall stop here.. but realli... God's love is realli... i dunno wad to say!! but im sincerely grateful for him dying of me.....


-Yes.. im willing to die for the Word if the situation arises, not becoz im strong, but becoz by God's grace, He had died for me-

yesterday had ctm... still kinda thinking bout wad Ps ben said... man.... that guy talks super fast.. had a hard time trying to learn yesterday.. but then. i caught several things here and there.. enuff to keep me thinking bout it till now......
One thing that i wanna apply is to realli be more spiritual... not flaky type .. but realli... being more able to sense the presence of God.. and to realli be spirit led..... i want the relationship with God to be much deeper... Amen...

-Qt-

Passage:Deut 3-5
two things that are most obvious in this passage.
1) God is on our side... who can be against us... God help moses invade all the land.. he will definetly help me too!
2) Obedience to God is a must.. there is no two ways around that one...

-Qt-

Passage:Deut 1-2
well.. the main point of this passage seems to be obedience to God.. the pple rebelled against him.. as a result... they got destroyed.. sometimes.. we forget to obey God.. and we get punished.. we take his grace for granted sometime... ... i wanna make it a point in my life to obey him in wadeva i do...
also .. while worshipping just now.. God spoke to me bout the area of faithfulness.... should change.. God entrusted us with so much things... people, possession... i want to be a good steward and be faithful with the things he have given me... mulitply them... and use them for him...

-For He love me so much that is willing to die for me unconditionally-

*yawn* .... just woke up man.. so sleepy.... slept since the time from me coming back to hq till now.. today had a interesting day.. shepherded one sheep.. suppose to have the other one. but i doze off till now.. then too ate.. had to change to tmr.. man.. i should get some rest.. didnt sleep well for the past few days.. anyway.. today went to hq... had housekeeping.. finished everything in record time man! haha.. onli two guys.. one gal.. haha.. will someone ever join us! must nurture spirit of servanthood! =P
then after that. play bridge with philbert, viola and bingquan/rudolf.. oh man... today arh... didnt had any fantastic cards.. in fact.. i onli remember myself winning once.. haha.. cannot be... then arh.. there was this game.. down to last card... then lost.. oh man.. u pple should have seen philbert and rudolf.. jumping ecstatically man.. super funny.. oh yeah.. then today i played soccer with philbert too... i was his jinx.. he practically could not score a single goal. not even one that is in front of the goal w/o a goalkeeper.. *grinz* haha.. but in the end.. all genuises must make mistakes... and Alas... i lost to him the last game by 1-2... haha...
man.. calling thru contacts now.. hope that tmr can see a new face... tchs for Jesus!!!
*it shall be won*

Yeah!! i finished numbers! yeeha!!! haha.. now on to deut! starting tmr!!! haha.

-Qt-

Passage:Numbers 33-36
today.. i learnt that when the Lord gives the land to u .. u will surely possess it.. nothing can.. and nothing will stop u.... For we are God's choosen pple to take over the lands... like the Israelites...
Same can be said for tchs... it shall be take over.... by God thru us

just had an uneventful day again.. learnt a new song at HQ... "you rescued me" and attempted to beat ethan in soccer again.. failing miserably..
just had my sheep calling me up... guess wad? his contact's parents are looking for a church.. haha.. amazing right?? its like so... God sent or something liddat.. wah... haha. hope we can attract them to come our service.. i mean the adult one lah.. then bring their tchs son for the youth one! TCHS for God! amen! Last month to pioneer.. not going to waste it away like wad... exam or no exam.. God's work must be down... and since we are the chosen.. its our honor to do this for God... no obstacle will hinder us... lotsa time have been spent on pioneering it... this will be the harvesting month... Grrr... we will do it with God's help! *convicted* Someone's gotta save those lost sheep...

"Let's do it!"

God doesnt looks for the sinless.... God looks for those who repent and admit their sin.......

-Qt-

Passage:Numbers 31-32
learnt something from mistakes of the pple moses trying to lead into the promise land.. they didnt realli follow God wholeheartedly, as a result God punished them.. those pple didnt wanna cross the jordon (chpt32) contented with the present land.... Got reminded by one thing that Ps Jeff said b4...

"why reach for good.. when God has already given u the best?"

something i should do from starting from today?
Reach for God's best.

SAR-Vivor Rap

Wah steady ah .. heahea
Phua Chu Kang is here to rap ah..
Listen ah ..

Some say leh, some say lah
Uncle Phua says time to fight SARS
Singaporeans, we have a part to play
to be sars free at the end of the day

Wash your hands whenever you can
Wash with soap then at least got hope
When you get home, get a bath quickly!
Kiasu abit, be safe not SAR-ry!

Try not to travel to Sared countries
Wait a few months lah wait and see
So why you rush to catch that plane?
Use internet lah! Use you brain

Getting protection from this virus
Means getting healthy inside us
Don't work too much until you're sick
Get exercise and get yourself fit

Food nutritions and vitamins
Help you to pass the immunity challenge
Eat your proteins, carbo and fibre
Then you can be a ... SAR-vivor !!!

PCK says,
Dun pray pray! Or this stupid Sars is here to stay.
For we can fight this, you and me.
Help Singapore to be Sars FREE !!!

I'm a SAR-vivor
not gonna give up
I'm a SAR-vivor
I'm gonna make it (4x)

Some say leh, some say lah
Spread kaya, but don't spread SARS !
Singaporeans, we have a part to play
to be sars free at the end of the day

If you're sick don't go to work
Even if your boss.. ahem... is a jerk
Don't be a hero and continue working
Wait the whole company kana quarantine ah!!!

If you're sick see a doctor
See the same one don't be a doc-hopper
Wait at the clinic, stay in one spot
Don't spread your germs in the coffee shop

If you have SARs call 993
Ambulance will come for FREE
To check you up at Tan Tock Seng
Where they know about Sars
Like I know Ah Beng ah

Hey you kana home quarantine
Don't go out except in your dreams
Tahan awhile and cooperate
Don't give everybody a big headache ah!!

PCK says,
Dun pray pray! Or this stupid Sars is here to stay.
For we can fight this, you and me.
Help Singapore to be Sars FREE !!!

SARS SARS baby
Don't kana
SARS SARS baby
Use your brain, Use Your Brain, USE YOUR BRAIN !!! (2X)

Some say leh, some say lah
Keep the place clean and keep out SARS
Singaporeans, we have a part to play
to be sars free at the end of the day

Keep our country clean and green
Because now adays the germs are mean
Don't leave food for stray dogs or cats
Unless you want to keep their germs as pets

Cover your mouth if you cough or sneeze
You think everyone wants to spread your disease ah?
Don't Ka-PUI all over the place
You might as well KAAA-PUI on my face ah !!!

Don't put your tissue all over the shop
Thing almost you use liao, Don't use so much lah
Oei make me sick when people don't care
Oei make you sick when you breathe the air ah...

Even when things are getting better
Don't do things and become a regretter
Think SARS is gone ? YOUR HEAD LAH !!!
But listen to me ah, it'll be okay loh...

PCK says,
Dun pray pray! Or this stupid Sars is here to stay.
For we can fight this, you and me.
Help Singapore to be Sars FREE !!!

Can't SARS me!
A-bah! Hea... One more time ah.. Ahem.. karaoke
Can't SARS me!
Not bad ah.. Heaheahea.. Lai ah.. Let's sing together..
Can't SARS me!
Don't be shy ah! Don't be shy..Lai.. Ready...GO
Can't SARS me!

SARS SARS baby (heahea...Not bad ah.. I can nicer lah)
Don't kana
SARS SARS baby
Use your brain, Use Your Brain, USE YOUR BRAIN !!! (2X)

man.... just came back home from school.. or should i say from hq..... *grinz*..
went to do survey at tchs with ethan.. first time... gotta say its not a bad experience.. didnt kena chased away.. thank God...
just kinda tired.. was competing with Ethan at soccer with the ps... kept losing to him.. still the last match.. france vs germany.. won 3-2... muahaha
anyway.. this blog is for me to do my Qt.. haha.. so i hope this can help me to be even more consistent.. anyway.. wanna express my thanks to Samantha ting whom helped me BIG time with this blog.. hee.. thanks gal... obviously.. im not verli blogger-type one.. anyway... gotta go bathe... lame later. =P

yoohoos! aha! im the kind soul, im the kind soul! hehs. people if you just realised i changed his layout, so comments pls! :) take care everyone! outta here. ciao! :]

samantha.*-

......my first time blogging... used to think blogging is a waste of time.. haha.. still think it is.. but nv... hafta use this to identify with some pple.... *unnamed* haha.. anyway.. probably need BIG help with this..... any kind soul out there? hahaha..